My life has been so stressful in the last month.
I just...can't even find the words to describe it.
I haven't eaten right. I haven't exercised. I haven't wanted to do any of the things I normally do. I'm tired all the time.
It's SAD. I know it is.
I am so far from fine this year. Fall is hitting us kind of early...the leaves changed from green to yellow to red to brown, fell off, and blew away all in one day while I was at work. One day it was 80, and the next morning, it was 34. I hate the cold. I hate Fall. I hate living here.
It's so easy to blame it all on the weather.
It can't be the turmoil of the challenges of everyday life, having two children in school, being employed full time, so far away from my family, or the distance of the friends I used to be so close to, right?
It has to be the weather.